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Early saurday morning, asked my dad to fetch me to the camp site. Sensei was late.

Cut scene.

Random student: HEy KP! Where’s the rest of the melakan people?
KP: Oh! we are having our sem term break now.. So everybody’s not free.
Random student:@_@?

Sensei finaly came. Total number of black belts 10.

Round 1. Black belts hide in the commando course area. Students have to go through the commando course without making a sound. Black belts ambush students who make too much noise. DAmmit it rained.. i was cold and we had to stay still for hours. Sensei said we could throw sticks at them to tell them they were making too much noise. THere was a whole bunch of them making noise near the end of the course. Slackers. I threw a a whole branch at them.. "nah! ambik kau"

We had to share the campsite with several other groups. We realised there were no proper place for us to sleep that nite.. it was gonna be an outdoor thing.

Round 2. black belts hide near a pathway.. Students have to slowly go up the pathway moving from side to side. Black belts ambush students who are not paying attention. MOSQUITOS!!!!!! There were hundreds! Imagine staying still with all those annoying blood suckers around me. Was getting a bit sick d.. Killed a few of them… also slackers..

Round 3. Under water techniques. Somebody brought pipes… we learned how to use the pipes to breath underwater.. It was bloody hell hard. The water pressure made it hard to breath.. crazy shit.. i could only take a few breaths. worst part was u had to swallow the extra water that got in the pipe. I dropped on contact lens in the pool… idiot

Round 4. Seki training. A girl got 1 hundred percent correct.. shit! even with people disturbing she still got it right!. up or down?  left or right? all hit.. even when there were two people. ITs real man! no way we’re faking it.

What followed after that was jatuh ichi. blind man swordmen. not easy having to fight with your eyes covered.. i have no idea how many times i got hit in the head.

Round 5. WAR GAMES!   i painted my face .. lol.. looked like a commando. But black belts only get to play one round. The last one.. so we had 60+ students looking for 7 black belts(william and CT had to go back.. sensei wasnt playing).. SOh changed his clothes… acted he just bathed… walked past the guards.. ayub almost made it… haha.. stanley become a decoy for kelvin. kelvin got in.. i have no idea wat happened to sham. JS was still hiding… i was sleeping next to a tree.. bloody comfortable i tell u. i could see the juniors looking for me.. i could hear them also.. it i had my other contacts on i would have probably tried to get in…No one found me in the end. haiz.. first time so lazy to infiltrate.. imagine la.. 60+ looking for one… i was the last one. and still tak dapat. thats how hard it is to catch sum1 in the middle of the nite.

After everything.. it was a muhibbah session.. people got together, maybe made a meal or 2 played cards and told stories. the ninjas had to sleep outdoors, slept at 3 something.. at bout 5.3 could hear bells ringing.. it was nice, soothing, comforting at first.. den the buddhist youth group started reciting their scriptures… BOOM! god that was scary. woke up and moved away.most of the students around me already left the area… haha..

slept the whole sunday…
haiz..

are u safe there?

Well it was the worst exam week ever. I was exhausted physically, mentally and emotionally. 3 paper in 2 days really took its toll on me. But i’m glad its over.

My dad graduated from Tung Ling School Of Ministry.. Go figure.. I had to go for my dad’s graduation convo. Is he gonna be a pastor? W’ll just have to see.

I’m thankful that we are still friends.

does anybody feel that we are really really movin to adulthood? i’m talking to those around my age mind /you though anybody can relate to this as part of their transition to adulthood.
It seems to me that things around me are moving so fast..
new responsibilities. new resolutions. a whole new mindset.
its like we have to leave so much of our past behind.. and what was is now no more.
i’ve also changed. i’ve been asking myself what i want and what my future will be like.
There are so many things that affected my life. So many people. I’ve seen a bit more than i used to. I’ve been humbled by so little i know. It makes me realise what a fool i’ve been.
i’ve returned to faith, and with that comes new wants and needs. I guess i just have to sort out some things..

i’ll keep you close to my heart

Does it come to often that you cant do what you want or be what you want because of what people might think? Do you act like someone else? Do you say or do things that you don’t want to do because of what other people might think?
Sometimes you act happy when you are sad. Sometimes you might act cool when there’s really something bothering you. Sometimes you might act like you don’t care but you actually care too much…. So much that it hurts.sometimes u act like u dunno..

Wat influences the way you act?

There are many reasons actually. Maybe because you don’t want to hurt someone. Maybe you dont want to complicate things. Maybe it would make it easier for someone if you dont show your true feelings. Maybe you are afraid of losing someone or something.

but even if you have to act. let there be someone who you do not act in front of. maybe you would share this.. and not share that.. which is still partly acting by the way.. but never ever keep it all inside. Let it so that at least someone knows… its never a good idea to be alone..

Today.. (yesterday) i went for a dance workshop.

Hip-Hop..

JOEL tan from URBAN GROOVE taught us… he was there for a christian dance thingy.. (i forgot the name) gave us one hour of lecture den after that.. a few hours of elementary moves den we had to choreograph sumthing. renee was my dance partner. hehe..

He took of his jacket and was wearing a singlet. 6 feet plus.. broad shoulders. high nose, good skin and shaved armpits. muscles on top muscles…. and its the bruce lee kind.. not the kind u c in WWE… he was doin a handstand as a warm up… he spent about 5 minutes doin a handstand. den danced a bit and moved a bit…. all the gurls suddenly became very lady like.. talk also softly.. polite polite liddat…

now let me xplain sumthing.. the only other guy i knew there was wayne. In the bod department, wayne is much better den last time but still skinny. i got the bone structure and some meat so i look nice if i have my shirt on.. (flabs around me belly).. so we could only watch in awe and envy and joke about how the gurls were drooling… basically a rather sad situation…

ALL in all it was fun.. HE was good, damm good. really respect the guy. Hope to continue dancing. ok ya renee? Hope u get well soon..

Oh ya.. liverpool FC is in the finals for the champions league.