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Interesting christmas this year.. first time i spend it without my family.. first time had a buffet steamboat… first time go jonker.. haha.. i’m homesick.. but i also know its a bit more exciting spending it here. I wonder how it would be spending it back at home.. i cant imagine it anymore… i dont look forward to it anymore.. i feel like an idiot.. i flunked my mid term.. did really bad.. can be salvaged la… Have to see how my finals go.. but it really is a waste if i drop points this sem.. my hair getting really long.. wanna cut it soon.. mebbe this weekend..

i promised her that i will go back.. and yet i dun feel excited about it.. y? i dun understand..

merry christmas everyone.. i hope you have it good this year..

i am confused..
how do you define infidelity? is it in action? or is it thought? the body has physical yearnings that is surpressed by mental and spiritual will..that is a fact.. so is it physical action then? mental yearnings can be controlled though..
ok its just me… i like girls.. i will admit that.. i like talking to them.. i like their company..
i have a girlfriend.. does that mean i’m being a bad bf? i may seem i’m flirting but it’s just me.. its just nice to treat girls nice.. as long as i treat her the nicest la.. people call me flower heart.. am i really?
i used to have a saying. “yan yan wai ngor, ngor wai lui yan” it means everyone for me… me for girls. (copyright)

sigh~ should i or should i not treat girls nice?

Today is a very special day for me, i made contact with an old friend, which lead to a list of more old friends. Some of them, a fleeting moment of my past, some who made an impact on my future, and one who still draws me to her even in the present..
Life is weird, i did things today that i would never thought i would ever have a chance of doing for the rest of my life.. I faced an old ghost, faced my own old feelings and took them for a ride.. And now, i feel like i can do anything.
I feel like giving my all and living without regrets is still possible..
Thank You Friend! I will never forget you for as long as i live.
You still tried to talk to me even after so long, and you still put such trust in me, its been a really long time since i felt this excited..
If you read this, good luck and god bless,